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Our troubles with midazolam: a story of death, dying and a powerful drug

Are powerful sedatives being over-used in palliative care and aged care?

Our observations of the apparent effects of the sedative midazolam on our fathers, who both died from cancer a week apart in October 2018, have left us with some questions.

Midazolam is a powerful benzodiazepine drug, very widely used in a variety of medical applications. Although midazolam has no analgesic properties, it was repeatedly described to us as a “breakthrough drug”, implying that it was being used to suppress spikes in pain above the level the prescribed doses of painkillers could handle. We believe this terminology is highly misleading.

We ask if this drug is being administered carefully enough, with enough consultation, and with enough consideration of possible negative effects.

I apologise in advance if these questions offend some doctors and nurses, or make other people uncomfortable. We realise the market for this drug is huge and we are not attempting to interfere with a highly profitable business. All we want to do is describe our experiences and respectfully ask our questions.

Significantly, it appears that the prescription of midazolam has spiked during the COVID-19 pandemic, leading to allegations in the press that the drug is being used to “control elderly patients in stretched care homes – or even to hasten their deaths”.

According to one recent article in the UK Daily Mail, whistleblowers have claimed they were told to administer the drug to stop confused patients wandering. The article also reports that: “Retired neurologist Professor Patrick Pullicino, who was instrumental in raising concerns a decade ago that the Liverpool Care Pathway was bringing forward patients’ deaths, believes the jump indicated something similar had happened. He said: ‘Midazolam depresses respiration and it hastens death. It changes end-of-life care into euthanasia.’”

This assertion has been disputed. However, it has been reported that the 2015 death in custody in Australia of indigenous man David Dungay, whose fate has largely driven some of Australia’s Black Lives Matter protests, stopped breathing and died after being injected with midazolam after refusing an order to stop eating biscuits.

What we have seen has led us to question the use of this powerful drug.

Greg’s story.

Greg’s father, Geoff Ray

About a week before my father died in a private hospital from aggressive cancer, he complained that he had been administered a “nightmare drug”.

He said nursing staff had told him they had tried something new with his medication, a “breakthrough medicine”, but it hadn’t worked. He was told he had experienced a bad reaction.

The “nightmare drug”, he said, had robbed him of any power over his body. He was quite traumatized while telling us about it, but I didn’t pay as much attention as I should have. I thought the sensations might have been caused by the interplay between his illness and the powerful painkillers he was taking. I’ve sometimes had dreams in which I experienced the kind of disconnect he described – where I can’t move my body or call out – so I thought perhaps that might have explained it.

Dad said the worst effect of the drug was that he was unable to tell the nursing staff he was in pain. He had become used to telling them when the pain level rose above the capacity of the morphine he was on to control, and we had become familiar with the term “breakthrough drug” to refer to top-ups of painkiller. Because of the “nightmare drug” he had lain for some hours unable to move or speak, but suffering serious pain until it wore off enough for him to be able to speak again.

I spoke to the nursing staff about this. They named the drug as midazolam. I was told it was used to deal with “breakthrough pain”, but clearly it didn’t work in Dad’s case. Only later did I discover that midazolam has no analgesic properties. Not only that: it may actually increase perceptions of pain.

The “nightmare drug”

Not long after this my father died, as expected. Shortly before he passed away, however, he told his doctor that he was concerned that the medication he was taking might have been making him mentally fuzzy. It was debated whether this was an effect of the medication or the illness, but Dad told us the doctor agreed to scale back his medications to see what happened. The morning after this occurred, we were told, Dad complained of worse pain and he was strongly medicated. He never regained consciousness.

Sitting by his side he scarcely seemed present at all. His breath scraped and rattled, his eyes were permanently half-closed and he never moved any part of his body except, it seemed, involuntarily. Now and then he would jerk and let out a harsh cry – as if in pain – before lapsing back into inertia.

I spoke to a nurse who told me that this was a natural stage in the process of dying. She urged us to stay, to hold Dad’s hand and talk to him because, she said, hearing was usually the last thing to go. Dad could hear and understand us, she said.

This seemed borne out by one incident when we were talking about the fate of Dad’s ashes. I said aloud that we knew already that his ashes would be kept until Mum passed away, then the ashes of both would be scattered at a previously agreed favourite place. As soon as this was said, Dad’s arm flung out towards my mother and he gave one of his harsh cries. It seemed to me that he had overcome some massive drag on his body to perform this action.

I was struck, all the while, by how different this process of dying seemed in comparison to descriptions given to me by a number of other people. They had described a process in which the dying person drifted in and out of consciousness, sometimes speaking, sometimes silent, until the end came. For Dad it was not like that. Now I wonder if his ability to communicate his pain was suppressed by sedatives. I wonder if he died in pain, after all, but that he was unable to tell us about the pain because he was sedated with midazolam. I wonder whether I let him down by not understanding what was happening.

Perhaps I would not have revisited this matter quite so earnestly if it was not for the death one week later of my father-in-law.

While my father lay dying in a private hospital, my wife’s father was in a similar condition in a palliative care hospice. Jakim also had cancer, a slow-growing complex of tumours clustered about the back of his tongue, throat and neck. It had taken a while, but these eventually grew enough to precipitate a crisis that caused him to be admitted to hospital, from where he was quickly transferred to the hospice.

It seems appropriate here to let my wife tell the story, with the words taken from our complaint to the hospice management.

Sylvia’s story.

Sylvia’s father, Jakim Gorgievski

I was well aware that my father was dying, and that his death would come soon. That was why he was in the hospice, which I had believed would be the best place for him to be.

During his first few days in the hospice Dad had a healthy appetite and was eating his meals. He was able to get himself in and out of bed into a chair and go to the bathroom by himself with the aid of his walker. He was communicating normally.

On Saturday, October 6, my brother and two of his children were the first to visit at about 12.20pm, arriving shortly after lunch was delivered. They found our father sitting in an armchair, unresponsive, with his tongue pushing out of his mouth, eyes partially open and rolled back. His lunch tray was in front of him and the food on the tray was still warm. Myself, my husband and stepmother arrived shortly after.

Unresponsive after one injection

Dad was totally unresponsive. I found a staff member – who turned out to be one of the two staff that administered the injection – and asked her what had happened to our father. This staff member was not a registered nurse. She told me that when she had checked in on Dad before we arrived, he had his head in his hands and she said she had heard him moan. She relayed this to a doctor who prescribed what the nurse referred to as a “breakthrough drug” to ease Dad’s pain. I asked her to come and see our father. When she saw him she was quite shocked. She said that she believed she had injected Dad with a pain medication and that he must have had a bad reaction to it. She said the drug should wear off in a couple of hours.

At this stage none of us, apparently including the staff member, realised the drug she had administered to our father was not a painkiller, but a powerful sedative.

We all stayed for the afternoon and throughout that time Dad was unresponsive. My brother left shortly after 5pm and at about 5.45 the dinner tray arrived. I managed to rouse my father, tell him his dinner had arrived and ask him if he was hungry. He said he was, so I helped him out of bed and into an armchair. He tried to feed himself but couldn’t. He was unable to use his arms to bring his food to his mouth. Each time he tried his arms failed him and would drop. Without assistance Dad would not have been able to feed himself. With my help he ate everything on his tray.

We learned that the drug administered was midazolam, and we recognized this as the drug that Greg’s father had described just the week before as a “nightmare drug” that had prevented him from moving or communicating, but which did not reduce his pain.

Worried by what we had seen, we looked up midazolam on the web and discovered it had been highly controversial in the USA where it has often been used on death-row prisoners to create the impression that their execution is not painful. It seems apparent from much that has been written that this impression may not be accurate and that the drug might merely tend to prevent prisoners from expressing their pain – although it is evidently not always successful even in this.

By Sunday, October 7, Dad had recovered markedly from the effects of the midazolam injection but was still very disoriented. He asked what day it was and where he was. He managed to eat his lunch mostly unassisted but needed a bit of help towards the end. That afternoon two of my brothers and a number of other family members visited. After taking Dad outside for a short walk in a wheelchair – as he felt too weak to walk – my brothers and I played cards with him. He also ate all his evening meal. Before we left for the evening Dad went to the bathroom by himself with only the walking aid to assist him. We made sure he was settled in bed before we left for the night.

Fell out of bed: midazolam again

The following morning, Monday, October 8, I had a call at 6.30am from one of the nurses at the hospice informing me that Dad had fallen during the night. He had been found at 4am and was now unresponsive, she said. She asked if I could come in at around 8am. I left for the hospital straight away and got there by 6.50am.

I was met by a nurse outside my father’s room. I asked her what had happened. She told me that in the night she had observed my father sitting up in bed about midnight, heard him moan and thought he was in pain so she had given him a shot of methadone. I asked her if she had given my father midazolam. She told me she had. When I asked her what time she administered midazolam, she told me it had been shortly after the methadone was given, at about 12.30am. She had given midazolam because she felt the methadone had not eased his pain and he was still attempting to sit up.

My father was found on the floor at 4 am in a puddle of urine with the urine bottle he used at night beside him. It is clear to me my father needed to empty his bladder and when he attempted to do this he collapsed, most likely because the midazolam injection prevented him from using his limbs effectively.

[We were later to learn that the nurse failed to tell us she had also given him another two injections of midazolam, one at 4am when he was found on the floor and another at 6.20am – only 10 minutes before she called me. Her call, ostensibly, was to inform me that my father had fallen and was unresponsive. She told me this in a way that suggested she had no idea why he was not responding. Clearly, if she had administered midazolam, his unresponsiveness was to have been expected. We were shocked and disappointed at what appeared to be dishonesty and evasiveness.]

In a conversation later that morning with the doctor overseeing Dad’s treatment, I expressed concern about midazolam. The doctor insisted that all the things that had happened were due to Dad’s cancer and that the medications were in no way responsible. I again expressed my concern about the use of midazolam and told her that I no longer wanted it to be administered to my father. She insisted that midazolam wears off over a couple of hours and refused to stop it completely but agreed to decrease the dose from 2.5mg to 1mg. She told me I had to accept that my father was dying. She made me feel like I was over-reacting, ignorant and creating problems over nothing.

She then told me that Dad was given midazolam because he was distressed. She said the nurse who had found him on the floor believed he was so distressed because he was extremely constipated, and that because of this he had been unable to empty his bladder fully. (It later emerged that he had been given no anti-constipation medication during his entire stay to that point, despite being on high doses of opiates which are known to interfere with bowel function.)

Throughout the day Dad remained unresponsive. He couldn’t drink or eat anything. By now he had been given an injection and suppositories for the constipation. At one point he awoke and became quite distressed and insisted on going to the bathroom to use his bowels. With the assistance of a nurse we managed to get Dad onto a mobile commode chair and wheeled him into the bathroom. He again became unconscious so I buzzed for a nurse, and with great difficulty both of us managed to get my father back into bed.

Attempting to communicate

In the evening Dad was attempting to communicate but we could not understand anything he was trying to say. He would double up in pain from what looked to be stomach cramping. I stayed with Dad all that night.

I was quite baffled as to why my father was still uncommunicative. At this point we still believed he had only been hit with one dose of midazolam, and our research had indicated that one dose of the drug at 12.30am should have worn off by this time. It was only late that evening I discovered that Dad had been hit with another two doses of midazolam that the nurse had declined to tell me about. While I was talking to one of my sisters-in-law in the corridor, two different nurses came to check on Dad. They had his chart so I asked them what time the last injection of midazolam had been administered. They told us the most recent injection had been administered at 6.20am. I was shocked to learn this. I asked them what time the earlier injection of the drug had been given and they told us Dad had been given a dose at 12.30 and then another at 4am. So he had been given three injections in a six hour period. It was no wonder Dad was uncommunicative. On learning this we decided not to leave Dad unattended by family members, so my stepmother and I stayed and supervised him during the night.

Next day we had a family meeting with hospice staff at which we tried to get an undertaking that midozalam would not be administered again. Unfortunately, the atmosphere at the meeting felt very hostile to us, especially when we asked to be consulted about the medications being used in Dad’s care. When we described our observations of the results of the administration of midazolam we were told that we were wrong. It was not midazolam that caused these effects, but the illness itself, we were told. We were criticized as a family for not being sufficiently trusting of the hospice. When we continued to insist that midazolam not be used on Dad the doctor became extremely hostile and at one point said if that was the case then she would make a point of insisting we be consulted about every medication being administered. She backed down from this position but remained angry and hostile towards us. We requested a different doctor be put in charge of Dad’s care and this was agreed to.

My father remained in a state of delirium the rest of the day. He was unable to eat anything and was only able to take small amounts of water we dropped into his mouth with the use of a straw. I remained with him for the following two nights and my brother and other family members stayed with him during the days. His sleep was fitful. When he tried to communicate I could understand words he was saying but they didn’t make much sense.

The following day, as the midazolam continued to wear off, Dad started to communicate a bit more. He asked for something to eat and my brother gave him a tub of custard of which he ate half. I returned in the afternoon and stayed for a third night. By the evening he was more communicative. He begged me not to leave him because he was scared he would fall again. He told me he was thirsty and I asked a nurse if there was thickened water as he was still unable to handle water well. The nurse brought me a tub which my father ate rapidly. Over the next hour he consumed another four and a half jars of thickened water. Throughout the night my father was finally starting to recover. He asked me for water when he was thirsty and at one time he even wanted to watch TV. During the night, the pump that administers the pain medication needed to be replaced.

Next morning, as an inquiry into Dad’s fall got underway and as we awaited the changeover in care personnel we had requested, he was given an injection which the lone person administering told us was a steroid.

Dad died shortly after this injection at about 1pm.

Formal complaint

We made a formal complaint to the hospice, specifically criticizing the failure to prescribe constipation medication. We asserted our belief that midazolam was administered at inappropriate times, in inappropriate doses and with inadequate medical oversight. We complained of misleading communications from staff and we complained of what we believed was a hostile and combative reaction to our initial concerns.

The organisation responsible for the hospice apologised and stated that the failure to administer anti-constipation medicine was “an oversight”.

We were advised that midazolam was administered four times and we were told that nurses were legally permitted to administer “breakthrough medication” without a doctor observing first-hand. The letter also stated that the doses given were within prescribing guidelines and were in fact half of the recommended maximum daily dose.

Despite this letter again referring to midazolam as a “breakthrough medication”, the next page of the same letter stated that: “I apologise that you were informed that Midazolam was administered for pain, this is incorrect. Midazolam is administered in the last days of life to manage breathlessness, restlessness, agitation and anxiety”.

We received an apology for misleading information given by a hospice staff member and we were promised that the organisation would “ensure that all palliative care nursing staff are adequately trained in open disclosure and NSW Health Education module “Partnering with Carers”.

We remain deeply dissatisfied with Dad’s care at the hospice and continue to believe that, among a number of major failings, the insistence on routinely administering midazolam was a significant factor in his rapid decline, and added a layer of unnecessary suffering to his death. The evidence of our own eyes continues to belie the implausible (to us) claim by those in charge that midazolam did not cause the effects we witnessed.

Geoffrey Ray and Jakim Gorgievski

A pharmacologist’s opinion

Experiencing two deaths in the family in the course of a single week was traumatic, and it might be thought that this – coupled with the bad experience in the hospice – could have clouded our judgement and made us paranoid.

I was concerned about this too. I was worried that our doubts about midazolam and its use might be a product of an over-wrought emotional frame of mind. Certainly, what I had read about the drug in the context of death-row prisoners seemed a long way from its application in palliative care, and I would have liked to have received credible reassurance that my fears were misplaced.

But the more we read, the more we feared that midazolam, by rendering patients inert and uncommunicative, might even hasten death without reducing suffering. We believe it can reduce the ability of patients to communicate important facts about their pain and other aspects of their condition. We believe it is misleading to assert that the inert state which can be induced by doses of Midazolam, is a natural part of the process of dying.

Nurses and doctors directly involved in these cases and in facilities where the drug is often used were anxious to assure me that midazolam is a “breakthrough drug” used to quash pain that spikes above the opiate painkillers. When I observed that this was not a very accurate picture to paint, since it is known and accepted worldwide that the drug has zero analgesic properties, they said it was used along with painkillers to alleviate distress. In particular the distress that comes with approaching death.

I didn’t feel reassured so I turned to a person I knew and respected from my years as health reporter with The Newcastle Herald.

Professor David Henry is a clinical pharmacologist with a worldwide reputation. I had interviewed him often in a professional capacity and I knew him to be honest, compassionate and ethical.

After a short search I located him at Bond University in Queensland, and told him our stories. I asked him whether I was barking up the wrong tree by harbouring concerns about the use of midazolam in the palliative care setting. I honestly hoped he would convince me I was wrong to be concerned.

Asking hard questions

Instead he said he knew exactly what I was talking about and he told me that he had personally insisted that no such sedatives be used on his mother when she was dying. He encouraged me to ask the hard questions and to ask them publicly.

Professor Henry shared a couple of items from medical journals that he thought I might find interesting. The first, a letter published in the Journal of Palliative Medicine in 2015, notes that midazolam is indeed a very prolifically administered drug in Australian palliative care practice. Author Dr Katherine Clark noted in the letter that “the evidence that supports the benefits and harms associated with the frequent use of this medication remains less than robust” and concludes that “if there is a real commitment to providing patient-centred care at the end of life, the costs to the population of regularly prescribing midazolam must be investigated further.”

A second item shared by Professor Henry was an article in the journal Anesthesiology, in March 2013, by Michael Frolich, Kui Zhang and Timothy Ness of the University of Alabama. This article reported evidence that midazolam actually increased the acuity of perception of cold, heat and pain, “contrary to the belief of many clinicians that sedative drugs will reduce pain perception”. The paper goes on to describe the belief on the part of many practitioners that adding a sedative like midazolam is a solution when pain relief medications aren’t quite achieving the desired level of relief. It suggests this belief is mistaken. Our personal experiences would lead us to agree.

Even the Wikipedia entry for midazolam states that the drug should be used with “additional caution in the elderly as they are more sensitive to the pharmacological effects of benzodiazepines, metabolise them more slowly, and are more prone to adverse effects, including drowsiness, amnesia (especially anterograde amnesia), ataxia, hangover effects, confusion, and falls”. Also: “Additional caution is required in critically ill patients, as accumulation of midazolam and its active metabolites may occur. Kidney or liver impairments may slow down the elimination of midazolam leading to prolonged and enhanced effects.”

We asked Professor Pullicino (quoted early in this post) to comment on our accounts. This is what he wrote:

“Midazolam should not be being used in the situation of those who are thought to be at risk of dying, as guidelines clearly state. it should not be used in those that are debilitated or elderly. It should never be given to treat confusion as the way to treat this is to withdraw all sedatives or hypnotics. We must do all we can to make the use of this drug illegal as an end of life “care” agent which it is not. It is an anxiolytic with strong quick effects and should only be used for conscious sedation under supervision by an anaesthetist or by buccal or rectal route for seizures.”

A number of people we have spoken to informally about our experiences have described similar situations and we believe a widespread and serious issue may exist.

If you have experienced similar situations we would be pleased to hear from you. You can email us at water_gums@bigpond.com.

Watch Jacqui Deevoy’s documentary on this topic here:


This Post Has 11 Comments

  1. Barbara Heaton

    Greg and Sylvia, Belated condolences to you both and thanks for sharing what must have been troubling memories of that time and the impact of the drug.

  2. Driver Dom

    Thank you for taking on the anguish of writing and posting this clearly difficult and very important story. Those with loved ones in aged care or palliative care will find this story especially disturbing. By writing of your very personal experiences you have put forward society-wide questions that really demand to be properly answered.

  3. Kris

    I am sorry for the loss of your dad and Sylvia’s dad. Thank you for sharing this important information. I hope many people get to read it. I pray that when it is my turn to go there will be a pill available so as to have a peaceful dignified passing .

  4. Catherine Ashenfelter

    Dear Sylvia and Greg. I’ll contact you more in detail soon about your experiences. Just to say well done in speaking out about midazolam and indeed sedation generally which can suppress breathing. You have spoken out against establishment out of love and indignation with what happened to your fathers. They will be proud of you. Sedation combined with dehydration and starvation is common here in the UK for those on ‘End of Life’. It is truly evil and you have spoken out. Thank you so much. From Catherine in England.

  5. Roger Hunt

    As a palliative medicine specialist approaching retirement, I hope you do not mind me commenting. Firstly, I too offer my condolences on the deaths of your fathers.

    I understand your perceptions and concerns about Midazolam. Similar issues with opioids (e.g. morphine) have been repeatedly raised. I will respond with a few general comments about Midazolam and then address some of the specific points.

    To my knowledge, palliative care doctors and nurses do not have any vested interest in pharmaceutical industry profit or financial incentive regarding Midazolam.

    Midazolam is a short-acting (few hours) injectable benzodiazepine, in the same family as several oral medications commonly used for anxiety and insomnia e.g. diazepam (valium), oxazepam (serepax), nitrazepam (mogadon) – their names all end in “…am”. These medications are relaxants that reduce anxiety at low doses, and induce sleep at higher doses. They are sometimes used with other agents in anaesthesia, on ventilated patients and to ‘induce coma’. They can also be useful for controlling seizure activity, muscle spasms, and if there’s a catastrophic bleed.

    Two benzodiazepines commonly used in palliative care are midazolam and clonazepam. Midazolam can be continuously infused subcutaneously (under the skin rather than into a vein) via syringe driver (pump), to give a steady level of effect to prevent restlessness, anxiety or distress. In this way midazolam is used for continuous palliative sedation. Additional bolus injections (breakthrough administration) can be given if a patient is restless, overly anxious, or experiencing seizure activity. Pre-emptive doses are used if an intervention is likely to cause distress (e.g. being turned in bed, washed, or having a catheter inserted). Clonazepam is long-acting and used for anxiety (e.g. to prevent or treat panic associated with breathlessness) and to prevent seizures. Clonazepam has also been used for neuropathic pain.

    I will briefly address some of the specific issues raised:
    • “Euthanasia”: Midazolam may not hasten death at low doses, but when continuously administered in high doses the patient is rendered unconscious, unable to eat and drink, unable to move, has suppressed cough and respiration, with a net effect of hastening death (particularly when used in combination with opioids). The term “slow euthanasia” has been used to describe continuous deep sedation. On the other hand, it has been argued that palliative sedation can be distinguished from euthanasia by clinician intent, and proportionality of dose to symptoms.
    • “Nightmare drug” is much more likely due an opioid like morphine that commonly induces dreams, delusions and hallucinations. Indeed “Dad” was taking “powerful painkillers”. Midazolam is unlikely to cause nightmares, and could actually help ease the anxiety and distress of delusions and nightmares.
    • Unable to speak or move because of Midazolam: Usually a person would be asleep if unable to speak or move at all, but perhaps the pain was causing the person to be conscious while in that state. Midazolam certainly could reduce the ability to communicate and induce an “inert state”. It mimics and accentuates many of the changes occurring in the dying process.
    • Midazolam “has no analgesic properties … it may actually increase perceptions of pain”: My thinking has been that Midazolam can settle the firing of nerves and thereby ease some neuropathic pains; as a muscle relaxant it can help ease muscle tension associated with pain; anxiety often amplifies pain, and midazolam can dampen anxiety; and in severe, refractory pain the only way to ease distress may be to sedate the patient. I agree the “expression” of pain will tend to be reduced with Midazolam. I looked at the article about Midazolam increasing the perception of pain: https://anesthesiology.pubs.asahq.org/article.aspx?articleid=2034567&resultclick=1 It is good research with Midazolam findings that had ‘not been reported before’ (previously unknown to me!). The experimental pain conditions (cold, heat, electrical, ischaemic) may not reflect pain conditions in the Hospice. Nevertheless, the results suggest that we should consider alternatives to Midazolam (e.g. Dexmedetomidine or Propofol) for sedation in palliative care.
    • “Mentally fuzzy”: Benzodiazepines reduce mental acuity, even in low doses, and impair memory. These effects are accentuated with concurrent use of opioids and other drugs. Midazolam can contribute to delirium, and it can be used to treated agitated delirium.
    • “Jerks” are due to metabolic changes, opioids, and anti-psychotics. Midazolam, as a muscle relaxant, helps reduce jerks.
    • Methadone and Midazolam: Methadone is long-acting and one dose can have effects for several days, whereas Midazolam mainly wears off within a few hours. Prolonged drowsiness was more likely due to Methadone rather than Midazolam. Constipation is an opioid effect and should routinely be treated with laxatives.
    • The dose range of Midazolam 1.0 to 2.5 mg is a fairly standard for “breakthrough” anxiety, restlessness and distress, rather than for “breakthrough pain”. Higher doses are required if tolerance has developed to benzodiazepines.
    No medication is perfect, symptoms are not always relieved and adverse effects occur often. Many practises in palliative care are based on familiarity and habit rather than evidence.

    The palliative care community is challenged to listen to and to improve the delivery of care. Thank you for raising these challenges associated with Midazolam.

    1. Greg Ray

      Thanks for your thoughtful and detailed reply Roger. One small comment in return: when Dad said he had been given a “nightmare drug”, he didn’t mean it caused him to have nightmares. He meant the effect on him was nightmarish. That is, he found the fact that he was unable to move or communicate whilst remaining conscious and in pain a very bad experience.

  6. Saffron

    Must dad was given this drug 3 weeks ago. I now believe it hastened his death. It was as though Dad was paralysed from Midazolam. Dad lay in his bed, eyes open but glazed. He didn’t move. We were led to believe this drug stopped any agitation and anxiety from not being able to breathe properly. I now no longer believe this at all. I believe this drug brought death sooner and as mentioned in your article is an euthanasia drug. I told my Dad he was the best dad ever (as I know hearing is the last to go). With that tears rolled down dad’s face. I cannot comprehend how dad was suffering. Prior to this injection Dad was still able to speak despite being breathless. Please anyone who reads this do not agree to give your loved one Midazolam. I am in the UK.

  7. Lorna kornaat

    Sorry to read your sad experience with your loved one. I have just been through the same experience with my son when I realised they were using Midazolam instead of adequate pain relief for my son my family complained and demanded more pain relief and son with cancer said he felt they were doping him. He was more alert and even played his guitar even though the cancer eventually took him.

    1. Greg Ray

      Thanks for sharing your experience Lorna.

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